Cute.

Today I rode the bus home, and I sat by Bobby!  We talked a lot, and now I know a lot more about him.  He has 3 brothers.  His Mom died, and he's glad because he hates her.  She used to beat him a lot.  His Dad lives downstate and he gets to go see him every other weekend.  He's going this weekend.

We aren't going to do that movies thing until next weekend.  This weekend we're going to the park to see a couple bands.  One of them is Samuel's band.  Allie asked Jessalyn if Kyle still likes me and she said he really really likes me!  Wow!  He must be shy.  This morning me and Jessalyn went into our old Algebra teacher's classroom and drew on his board.  That class was fun.  

Today in French, I said "yay" or "ya" or something like that, and Austin said it was cute.  Cute.  Does he think I'm cute?  No.   I hope he doesn't like me like that, only as a friend.  I gotta go to BED.

Just Don't Do It

Geometry is getting so hard!  It's just like Algebra all over again!  We had a big assignment today for homework, and I don't understand any of it.  So Mom said just don't do it, and tell him I'll stay after on Friday for help.  We had to write a poem or story for English today for homework.  I didn't do that either.  I was busy working on my French project.  Family Tree's are easy, but not in French!

Due

I have to leave to get on the bus in a couple of minutes.  My family tree for French is due October 1st.  The day after tomorrow.  My English report is due October 5th.  At least I'll have some weekend time for it.  Gotta go!

Assembly Today

I forgot to tell her, so I'll tell her tomorrow.  There was a gay assembly today, so I got to miss 2nd hour.  I wonder if Kyle still likes me?  I don't know if he does or not cause Jessalyn hasn't said anything about him lately, and he's too shy to talk to me (so, maybe he does like me?).

**Editors Note:  I am so ashamed that I used the word "gay" to describe the assembly. I mean come on now.  Grow up already.  Darn ignorant, undereducated teenagers.**

Movies Plan

Tomorrow (Monday) I'm going to tell Jessalyn about the movies plan.  Then she'll tell her boyfriend and he'll tell Kyle.  Well, I have to go to bed now!  Goodnight!

"Hi Madison"

Today I got my grades in all my classes.

French: A

Geometry: B+

English: A+

History: B+

Biology: B+

Personal Fitness: A

That's all good.  Wow, A+ in English!

I didn't see Kyle at all today.  Well, this morning when I was at my locker, Kyle & Alan walked by me and Alan said "Hi Madison".  Kyle is shy around me, I guess it's because he likes me.  Next weekend we're all planning on going to the movies.  I hope everyone can make it!  If not, we'll wait until there's a weekend when everyone can go.  Goodnight!

"Watch The Movie"

It's 6:14am.  I am ready to go, I have nothing else to do, so I'm gonna write until I have to leave.  Last night I had a dream that me and Kyle went to the movies with all of our friends, as a group date.  We were sitting in the back row, along with 4 others, and the other 6 were right in front of us.  We started kissing, and then my accident he bit my tongue!  It hurt really bad, and everyone asked me what was wrong.  My face got all red and I had to say, "Kyle...bit my tongue." Then everyone just kinda laughed and turned back around to "watch the movie".  Well, I gotta go now!  Bye!

Always Looks At Me And Stuff

I'm reconsidering what I said about Kyle yesterday, but now I don't know how I feel.  Today Jessalyn told me that Kyle really likes me a lot.  I don't know what to do, or what to think.  If he asked me out, I'd probably say yes, and if I don't like him then we'll break up.

Yesterday in Biology we took a test.  I thought it was really hard.  I thought that I did really bad on it.  Today we got them back and I got an A-!  That's really good!  Only one person in the class got 100%.

Guess what?  Jess might be moving back!!  I hope she does, I miss her.  Well, I gotta go now!

P.S. Austin talked to me on the bus for a long time today.  He always looks at me and stuff.  I think he likes me, now that I got over him!

I Don't Even Tell Her The Guys I Like!

I don't know if I really want to go out with Kyle anymore.  It's because today in History, Callie told me that Kyle went out with Amber Diamond!  I hate her!  She's scummy!  Well actually, she's pretty nice.  She used to talk to me on the bus all the time (she just moved and now she rides a different bus).  The reason she bugs me is that every guy that I like or even think about, I see her with.  Not going out with, just talking to.  But really!

Last year she always used to sit by Austin and be his partner in French class, when I liked him.  She sat by Bobby on the bus every day when I started liking him (the 2nd day of school).  There is this guy in my History class that I was just looking at one day, I thought he was pretty cute.  Then after school that day, I saw Amber talking to him in the hall.  Now, Kyle likes me and she also used to like him.  I don't even tell her the guys I like!  How does this happen?  Almost all the guys I've ever seen her with are guys that I like(d)!  It's so weird, because we're two totally different people, and we like the same guys (obviously).  If Kyle liked her, he probably won't like me because I'm nothing like her!!  anyway, I gotta go!  I'll fill you in more later!

P.S. Chloe might go out with this guy named Nate!

Get To Know Me First

Today Claire said that Kyle likes me and he wants to ask me out!  She said he's kinda scared to cause he thinks I'll say no.  He also wants to get to know me first.  I hope he asks me out!  Then maybe Allie will go out with Randy.  Then we will all have boyfriends!  Me and Kyle, Allie and Randy, Jessalyn and Andrew, Claire and Ian, Cammie and Eric.  Wow, the dating game.  Anyway, I gotta go now!

**Editors Note: I make my own self puke I am so annoying!  Haha!**

Got Mad About It

Homecoming was a lot of fun!  I didn't go with Bobby because he had to go to visit his Dad.  Oh well.  For dinner, everyone that went was: me, Chloe, Zara, Audra, Ashley, Claire, Alison and Jessalyn.  We all wanted the same thing!  We all got cheese sticks, it was so funny!

At the dance, I danced with Randy (Allie told him to dance with me) and Kyle and Jake.  I danced with Kyle twice.  I didn't even know who he was until the dance!  He's pretty hot.  

Me and Allie and Cammie were all dancing in a circle with everyone else and a few of them left for a second and then a few more left and soon it was just us three.  We started to wonder where they were so we went to look for them.  We saw them coming out of the place where the photographer was.  They got their picture taken without us!!  I was so mad but I couldn't let it ruin my night so I forgot about it until I got home.  Then I got mad about it.  Well, that's about it!

All These Stupid Things

Audra asked me and Allie if we wanted to get together with them at Jessalyn's house before the dance.  We would all go out to dinner together, then all go to the dance together.  I wanted to do it but Allie didn't really want to.  Me and Allie were originally going to get ready together at her house and go there together.  So now I have the choice: go to dinner or stay with Allie.  That was on my mind all day.  Then Allie said that she wanted to go to dinner with us.  Then when I got done with BTW, I called her, and she said that Randy asked her to Homecoming!  The guy that Jessalyn went out with last year!  He doesn't even know her.  But she said yes.  So, now, she isn't going to dinner with us because she is going with Randy (he can drive).  

Now, we won't even be able to hang out together at the dance because I don't have a date and I would look stupid walking around with them cause I'm by myself.  I hate life.  All these stupid things always happen to me.  I think I'm gonna ask Bobby tomorrow if he wants to go to Homecoming with me.  If he says yes, then Randy can pick up Allie, then come pick up me and Bobby; we could double date.  If Bobby says no, I'll get over it, and go all by my loser self to the dance.

Nothing Cool Ever Happens

Today was so boring.  Nothing cool ever happens in any of my classes this year.  I think I did okay on my Biology test.  Maybe a B+.  

Claire was supposed to get her physical for Poms today during 1st hour.  She and her mom went to the Walk-In at 8:00am.  They said it would be about an hour wait, so they waited.  Then they said it would be about 2 more hours, so they went grocery shopping and went back.  Then they said it would be another hour and a half so they went out to lunch and came back.  Then they sat in the waiting room for another half hour.  Then they finally called her into the office.  She sat in there for a half hour waiting for the doctor to get there!  The physical took 15 minutes!  That's it!  Then her Mom took her to school and she got to be there for the last 10 minutes of 6th hour.  She has 6th hour, Gym, with me.  Then we were walking to our lockers after school, we heard on the P.A. thing that Poms try-outs have been cancelled today!  so she missed her entire day for nothing!  She could've went to school all day and made an evening appointment for the next day.  It was too funny!  Gotta go to bed!

Candy Went Flying

Today me and Allie went to the movies and saw Teaching Mrs. Tingle.  It was really good!  At the beginning of the movie I was trying to open my candy, I was pulling and pulling and then it came open and all the candy went flying everywhere all over and you could hear them falling all over the floor!  It was so funny!  We were laughing so hard!  I gotta go to bed now.

p.s. Wish me luck on my Biology test tomorrow!

How Weird People Were

Wow (the date)!!  I just got done watching the MTV Video Music Awards!  I also taped them, so in 30 years, I can show my kids how weird people were!  It's 11:11pm and there's school tomorrow so goodnight!

Gonna Tape Them

Tomorrow is 9-9-99!  Cool!  It's also the MTV Music Awards!  I'm gonna tape them.  I have BTW after school tomorrow.  Yikes!  Wish me luck!

Sixth Sense

I haven't written in here in a while!  I don't remember everything that happened since then.  I saw the Sixth Sense on Monday.  It was good!  Homecoming is the Saturday after this Saturday.  I really want Bobby to ask me to Homecoming1