Make A Decision

Well I didn't write in a couple days, so I'll tell you what happened.  On Thursday (3rd) I went over to Noah's house.   I had dinner with him and his family, then we went and got some movies.  We were just watching them in his room, sitting nice and close ;).  Oh!  When he picked me up, he had flowers for me!  I wanted to cry!  And he wanted me to "make a decision" whether we can "go out" or just stay friends and I said I wanted to go out, so actually, for about 24 hours, I had a boyfriend.  But the next day I changed my mind, cause it would really be best for us to just stay friends for a little while first.  So Chloe can have time to get used to me and Noah being friends.  We haven't been able to do anything all weekend :( but tomorrow (Monday) we're gonna hang out.  Hmm I wonder how things will go?  Cause he really wants to be ore than friends, but I can't.  I have to keep things at just friends...

Madison spent the night last night, and it was fun.  We went and saw Allie at McDonald's and talked to Audra through the drive thru.  Gotta go!

But I Don't Want To

I can't stand how ironic my life always is.  When a guy that I like finally likes me, something has to be in the way.  I like Noah, I like him a lot.  But I feel so bad about it, because of Chloe.  She would be really mad if she knew we were hanging out and stuff.  I just don't know what to think!  I want to do the right thing, but I don't want to!  That's confusing, but it does make sense.  I wonder if he is going to call me tonight?  I hope so...I miss him already :S  

No One Can Know

Well I kind of have a lot to say, but not a lot of time to write it.  Everything's just crazy right now, the thing with Noah.  Like, we've been talking on msn a lot, and we email each other, but we've also been hanging out.  He came over on Friday, and Sunday (last night).  Last night was the good time, cause we just talked and talked and we got to know each other a lot better.  Then last night on msn, another good talk.  We both told each other that we like each other.  And then we kind of just made a plan as to what we're gonna do about it, since no one can know about it.  I mean, we're just friends, and just want to be better friends, before we think of anything more than that.  Well I have to go to school so I'll write more later!

That's Like Bad Bad

Geez I am so mad.  I always like guys that I can't have.  Why does that always happen.  The person I'm referring to right now is Noah.  I really like him and stuff but nothing can/will ever happen with him because him and Chloe just broke up.  And that's like bad bad, you don't go for your friends ex boyfriend.  So, once again, another one bites the dust.  Allie told me that it seemed like he liked me last night, yikes.  

Yesterday me, Allie and Cammie hung out.  We did our usual "drive around town" thing.  It was a lot of fun.  A lot of stuff happened.  We met these guys from Detroit and they told us to come to a party with them later on and stuff.  We didn't go, but still, that was cool that we got to talk to them and stuff.  We went to the skate park and like everyone was there.  Noah came over to talk to us and he got in the car (backseat with me) and we talked to him for a while.  Then him and Myles sent Cammie off to get them pops, so me and Allie stayed at the skate park.  We just went over and sat on the box with Noah and all the rest of the guys.  Cammie was gone for a really long time and it was starting to get cold so Noah gave me his shirt.  Aw how nice.  Well by the time Cammie came back, a cop came and made everyone leave the park even though it wasn't dark yet.  So we gave Noah, Jeremy and Tyson a ride home (to Noah and Tyson's house). 

We ended up staying at Noah's house for a while.  We were in his and Tyson's room playing strip Foosball, but before anyone took off any clothes, we kind of got bored of it anyway.  Well since Jeremy forgot his CD at the skate park, me, Allie and Cammie went back to look for it.  It wasn't there, so we figured one of the other guys must have taken it, so we went to Myles' house.  Sure enough, he had it.  So we got the CD and got in the car and as we were backing out, Myles ran up and sat on the front of the car. So, we just kept driving, and we drove around the block and back to his house.  When we were leaving, there was this whole group of people just like hanging around sitting in the back of a truck and standing around it (Myles' neighbors) and as we were driving by them one of them mooned us!  It was so funny.   We were laughing about it all the way back to Noah's house.

Oh, the punk show on Friday was really cool.  Anchor War Machine was my favorite band there.  They were really good.  And cute too!  hehe.  Well, I'm gonna go now (have "chores" to do...woohoo).

We Were Like Freakin Out

Holy shit woa guess what happened, like 2 hours ago?  Ok, I was talking to Rowan earlier on msn, and we started talking about dances and stuff and he was talking about seeing me and my friends at dances and he's like, I should have a dance at my house!  And then I was tellin him about my party and then I was like, hey I should have one right now cause no one's home!  And he's like yeah I should come over and you call a couple of your friends and we can have our own dance.  And yea yeah he's just saying that right?  Of course.  So I added Julia to the convo and he's like Madison tell her the plan.  So I told her and she said she can't cause her mom won't let her go anywhere today.  So then he's like, well then how about just you and me Madison?  And I knew he wasn't being serious so I'm like yea sounds fun.  And he's like ok tell me where your house is and I'll be there in 10 minutes.  And in a separate convo box, me and Julia are like :O yikes!  Then he's just like, ok I'm on my way, bye!  

So then me and Julia were talkin, we were like freakin out.   So we got offline and she called me and we were just talking and I was saying, oh, he's not really gonna come over.  Him at my house, no way.  But then he pulls in the driveway!  And I'm like, shit!  So I let him in and I was still on the phone with Julia so she's just like, well I'm gonna go! Bye! and she hangs up leaving me alone with him!  

So we just talked for a while then went into the computer room and he was looking at Napster and then we went into the living room.  He went out to his car and got one of his CD's.  Well I put it in and he's like, ok dance.  And I'm like, I will if you will, and he's like well okay.  So we danced.  Then it was like about 7 and he had to go home.  And he gave me a hug before he left, I was like awww.  Then right away I went to the computer and got online to tell Julia what happened.  That was crazy.  I still can't believe it.  I mean, the only reason it is so crazy is because it was him!  But anyway enough about that!!!  

Well now about Corey.  Me and Allie hung out with him on Friday.  It was fun and I thought he seemed to have fun too.  I emailed him that night, but, he never emailed me back.  But the proof is that he's emailed Julia like every day this weekend, that's the proof he doesn't like me.  So, I'm giving up on him.  He doesn't want me, ok, fine then, he can't have me.  His loss.

The Mean Things I Say

Hey it's Thursday, we have Friday and Monday off cause it's Easter on Sunday.  Know what, I'm getting annoyed a lot by people lately.  I think it's just because I'm developing more of a sense of opinion.  It's just that now, I have opinions and I state them instead of only thinking them.  Not only that, I mean I don't say everything, but still, now I notice people that are "shallow" or have pointless thoughts.  Like for instance.  Like Allie always likes guys just because they're cute and she makes such a big deal of it like "Oh I know Cameron doesn't like me", but hello!  He doesn't even know you!  He knows you a little cause you just started talking on msn, but you've never even met in person!  And today I emailed this girl (the pacifier girl) telling her that it's weird and asking what the hell the fucking pacifier is for.  So, yeah, I think I need to work on that.  On my mean thoughts.  Maybe I need counseling or something.  Just so I can talk to someone who won't tell anyone the mean things I say.  I'm not always mean, I just got this way all the sudden.  I don't know what's wrong.  Maybe I need an "Anger Management Class" lol.  Tara's mom made her go to that, I can see why though.  She actually thinks like me at times, but she's a freak so that kind of contradicts because the freaky people are the ones that get on my nerves the most.  Okay I'm going to not write or say anything else mean about anyone.  Then soon maybe I'll even stop thinking it.

"Positive Attitude" Thing

Well that whole "positive attitude" thing works!  Oh guess who has been calling me every night for the past 3 nights?  Corey!  Late..... Got 2 Go!

I Was Like - Why Are We Going to Church

Hey, it's the LAST day of Spring Break.  :(  We're in the car right now.  We're in Southborough, we came down here to go summer shopping.  I got 6 tanktops, 3 pairs of shorts, and 3 pairs of shoes.  2 of the pairs of shoes are from American Eagle and I love them!  I also got a pair of shorts from there.  I tried on a bathing suit there and it was really cute (+ reversible!) but it was a little too expensive.  Oh well, there's one (not as good) in the JC Pennys that I like, back home.  Oh yeah I also got some stuff for practice :) cause I AM gonna try out for Poms again!  I'm excited for it to start back up.  I wonder how big the team will be this time, and I wonder who will be on it.  We found a CD in the hotel, it is a burned CD so we didn't know what songs are on it.  Well I took it (why not) and popped it in my CD player when we got in the car.  It's Disco music!!  It's funny.  And we got a free CD from American Eagle for spending over $75.  It's weird but cool, it's like some kind of techno/dance stuff.  

So, um...what did I do this week?  Monday and Tuesday I went to Lakeside with Chloe and her mom.  We were gonna get pierced, but I spent my money on clothes instead.  We saw Audra there, and Cammie and Kelly.  When we were in American Eagle we saw some guy staring at us.  It was Rowan, Allan and Paul (from school).  Also I saw Jesse and some kid when I was at our mall, I saw him and he said that he saw me there and started talkin to me and stuff.  Wednesday I went to Allie's and we went bowling with Trey and Dave.  It was really fun.  We just hung out with them all day.  We went to Arbys and the mall and K-Mart then we went back to Allie's house.  Trey and Doug went home and Audra came and picked me and Allie up to go to Claire's house.  Justin was there, Claire said they've been together like all week, so maybe that means I have a chance with Patrick.  Maybe.  Oh, Cammie and Ben are going out now.  And Myles and Lori are going out too.  I say good for them cause I'm done with Freshman.  Right!

So on Thursday, Julia came over and she spent the night.  We called Joey just cause we were bored, and we talked to him for awhile, then him and Josh started fighting for the phone and Josh won I guess cause then we talked to Josh for a while.  Then Corey called and we talked to him for three hours!  The next day, Joey called me.  I was like, "What why is he calling me?" but we talked for a while till I had to go.  It's kind of weird talking to him, cause I haven't in a long time.  Like it's also weird cause it doesn't even seem like we went out, know what I mean.  He's sort of a nice guy I guess.  He'd be ten time better if he didn't lie about everything.  He makes up stories just to have something to say.  That's annoying, and I can usually tell when he's doing it so I just ignore it pretty much.  I'd hang out with him though.

Know who was fun to hang out with was Trey and Dave.  That was cool.  Me and Allie were just goofing around acting like our normal selves and the boys would just start laughing.

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Hey we just went to a place where they serve a 7 course meal!  Woah!  It was really good, but it was A LOT of food!  It was a lot of fun.  We went to church this morning.  I didn't want to go.  I was like - why are we going to church.  But it was so cool!  I would go there every Sunday if we had one in our town.  I'm serious, it's the coolest church it doesn't even compare to any regular church.  It's hard to even describe the experience, but that's okay because I know I'll remember it.  **Editors Note: I don't, really.**  I learned from it too, I think it really changed my way of thinking; to some extent at least.  I'm not going to think negative thoughts about myself anymore, or think that my life is bad and crappy anymore.  Because if I change my attitude about my life it will change my life.  It's true.  This brings me back to when I was talking about Brennan's band concert and how I just have to give things a chance.  I think I've learned my lesson by now.

We went to the Burlington Coat Factory and I got some more clothes.  I got 2 more shorts, 5 more tank tops, and a bathing suit.  Oh and a pair of jeans cause all of mine are getting too small.  Now we are just driving home.  No more stopping.  It's 6:30 so we'll probably get home at like 9:30.  I'll have to unpack, take a shower, and then do my Chemistry homework!  Oh no!!  I knew I should have done it over the week, but I didn't really even have that much time.  Oh well, I'll just be up a little late.  Oh yeah, last night was the time switch thing, Daylight Savings Time.  So we went an hour ahead.  Damn that sucks that means lose an hour.  Ok my hand is gettin tired, I'm gonna sleep for awhile...

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Hey!  I slept the whole way home!  And I didn't have time to write last night.  I'm just getting ready for school right now.  I'm going to keep a positive attitude and stuff today, and see how good I can make my day.  Even if it sucks cause I have tons of crap work to do.  I can make today fun!  I will....

Still Sick

Dang I hate it when I forget to write for a long time cause then I forget what happened.  Well I did stay home from school on Monday.  Tuesday after school I went to Chloe's house and guess what - she got a new car!  It's awesome, it's a '99 Grand Prix and it's Purple.  I'm so jealous!  Lucky Chloe!  Then I stayed home on Thursday cause I was still sick, and was just feeling worse.  I'm still sick so now I've been sick for over a week and don't seem to be getting any better!  Grr!  

Yesterday after school I had so much fun.  Me and Allie and Cammie drove around from after school until 11:30pm.  We had a blast!  We went to the grocery store and got some donuts (oops we got 3 but only paid for 2, haha).  We went to the skate park and we saw Myles and his friends.  We went to the other grocery store to see Chloe and we bought 4 bucks worth of food.  4 Faygos, 4 little bags of snacks.  Well then we went to the office (Cammie's work) cause she has the keys and no one is there.  So we had the place to ourselves, we ate and danced around cause Allie brought her CD's.  Whoops, before we bought food, we went to the Mall, and tried on dresses at Maurices.  There are some really pretty ones there right now!  Well after the office we went back to Cammie's house and went on MSN for a little while.  Myles was on, and they wanted to go pick him up, so we did.  We drove around with him for about an hour and then we stopped at Chloe's house.  Once we got there we realized it was 11:00 and Cammie had to be home at 11:30, but she still had to drop off Allie, Myles and me.  So we left and dropped off Allie, then me.  That was a very long day.  I was so tired that I just went to bed and woke up at like 11 this morning.  

I'm babysitting Kendall tonight in like 20 minutes or so.  Yay...(hey at least I'm getting paid $$!)

P.S. YAY IT'S SPRING BREAK!!!

I Have No Voice

Geez, I am so sick! :(  I think I might stay home from school today.  I just went in my bed to lay down for a second last night, I don't remember what time it was but it was still really early like 6 or 7, and I fell asleep and just woke up now!  It's 1:06am.  I can not talk at all!  I have no voice - so even if I do go to school, I won't be able to talk!  Plus, since I fell asleep, I didn't get to take the shower I was supposed to take so I could do my hair.  Now, it's up in a bun and looks like shit and I don't think there's any way to fix it to make it good enough for school.  Well, I'll go back to sleep, and when I wake up we'll see how I feel.

Will Make That Shot

**Editors Note: The following entry is an anomaly that I called "the no sleep/writing thing" in which I was so compltely sleep deprived but still tried to write, so I would actually start dreaming but still keep writing.  Not only did I write in a journal more than once this way, but I did homework once this way too and turned it in.  Nothing I'm writing really makes sense although I'm trying hard to describe my weekend, and it also incorporates random bits of dreaming.  It's awesome!!**

This weekend was so much fun!  Friday was Activity Night and it was pretty cool.  They played a lot of good music and they played songs that we request.  They had these big screens up that show the music video.  I had to wake up at an early time on Saturday, to work     with them.  It was for an Auction.  Actually it's pretty easy money.  Then Jessalyn picked me up and me, her and Allie will make that shot. and we went be to a few stores to get some food for tonight the party.  We got cups and pop and candy and donuts.  When Audra and Claire came they brought some pizza and pretzels and pop.  So for a while it was just me, Allie and Jessalyn and then Ben and Cammie came, and then Felix.  Then later after a while, Audra and Claire are coming came over.  That's all the people there till 11:30, then Ben and Cammie left.  Then like at midnight the party came.  Me and Audra had the most fun though cause were were all over laughhing the most.  We were playing around with the camcorder too.  Tons of stuff happened but It just doesn't seem too safe.  Not too secure ya know - so - no one can get near it.  Maybe I'll write it all in another note and give it to you so let's take so no one can read it.  Know what I mean?  Man I am so freeking tired i am like falling alseep even sitting up.  Oh, well since I'm not writing every single deal about that night so maybe I'll write it some where else, like a note. Hey but I'm gonna wear one though.  Remember why me and Allie and Sisters?  Yikes :P 

P.S. Ahh!  I'm so tired!

Gonna Surprise Everyone

On Saturday I went to the movies with Allie, Julia, Corey, Myles, Chris, Nate, Nathan, Jon and Kristin.  We saw Down to Earth.  Me and Allie and Julia and Corey all had to cram into his little truck.  :S  Haha.  I spent the night at Alaina's house because the next morning we went shopping at a mall that's like 2 hrs away.  I got a leather coat, and some ostrich socks for Allie.  Me and Chloe are planning an awesome spring break.  We're gonna get our belly buttons pierced!  And we're gonna surprise everyone with it.  Haha :D

Pretty Soon, We Kissed

Hey I just got back from Chloe's house!  We rented some stupid movie but stopped it like in the middle and put in The Shining cause that movie is pretty cool.  So, me and Myles were on Chloe's bed, and Noah and Chloe were in the chair.  Pretty soon, we kissed :)  And "just to tease them" we rolled off onto the floor where they couldn't really see us.  And actually we kissed a lot down there too.  Quote a lot, and sometimes for a long time.  We left her house at "around" quarter to one I think.  So, I was already late.  I was supposed to be home at 12.  Well, Noah was trying to hurry, and when he passed a car, he hit 67 and out from nowhere came a cop.  We got pulled over for 67 in a 55, and well, getting pulled over isn't too speedy.  I got home and Mom was waiting for me.  It was 1:30, so she was pretty mad.  But hey at least she didn't "yell" or "ground" me.  So Julia is supposed to call me at noon to see about doing something with Corey.

Something Good

Snow Day today!  I guess I have time to write about all that's been going on but I've already talked about it and explained it so much that I really don't feel like writing it all out.  Well something good - people are telling me that Myles likes me.  I guess I'll find that out this weekend.

It's Too Much

I never have time to write!  Corey came over on Saturday night and Julia spent the night.  Lots of stuff is "going on" between me and Allie and Myles and Ben but I can't write it - it's too much.

O - My God

O - my god...so much happened.  I have so much to write, I'll tell ya tonite...

My Napster Files

Myles has been really nice to me lately, he's just been really cool.  He told me to call him if I wanted him to come over and help with transferring my Napster files, or if I just want to do something.  I was saying "I'd be like the happiest person in the world if we could just move into town right now" and he said "so would I"  Aww!  He's like "yes, then I could be over at your house right now."  He said that he is coming over next Friday.  I hope he does, and I really hope that he doesn't like Allie.  

Alaina's bday party was today.  I just got back from it.  It was fun actually.  After a while when I started talking to some of her friends, they were pretty cool.  They were really funny.

Dumb, Boring, and a Waste of Time

Yesterday I noticed something, about myself, that is.  It's that I really pre-judge things and don't really give them a chance.  For instance, Mom made me go to Brennan's band concert yesterday, and I really didn't want to go because you know, it's band.  I figure it's going to be dumb, boring, and a waste of time.  But actually, I liked it, because he did such a good job and I was proud.  The songs they played were actually cool.  And they did such a good job that they got all "1's"!  So I am glad I went.  See, so how would I know how good he is without giving it a chance.  I also had no idea that band is such a big deal.  I was shocked by how serious the whole scoring deal and everything is.  Sort of like a competition but they don't place or go against each other, they just try to get a perfect score.  It was so cute to see all those little 7th graders so nervous then anxious and excited.

Today I went over to Alexa's house and we watched "Office Space" and "Bring It On" and both of those movies were good.  

We had to wake up early and clean the whole house and be gone by 10am cause people were coming to look at the house.

Allie went over to Myles' house today!  :O  :(  What's up with that.  It's cause he's teaching her to play guitar but I'm so fuckin jealous.  I would do anything to be her, I mean jeez, I like him still.  I still like Myles.  She went to his house.  She's my best friend, and not just that but she's very pretty and too flirty with any guy even just "friends" like Myles.  When we are walking around in the morning and we see him, usually I'll smile and say hey or something and he usually says "hi!" (that's more like between classes, when we're both walking alone) but when me and Allie see him she's like "Hiii Myles!!" and what can I do to top that, so to avoid it I can't say anything.  Why does she do that to me?  She does that to Madison too, with Justin.  I'm just scared because the last thing I want to happen is for Myles to start liking Allie.  I'd just kill myself then.  And I don't even know if he's still going out with Haley or not, because he never talks about her to me, ever.  It's probably awkward for him or something.  I kind of want him to talk about her once in a while just because I'm curious as to how things are between them.  When he goes up to walk with her after 3rd hour, she's walking with a friend and she just keeps talking to her friend and ignores him and he follows behind her.  I don't really get that.  If he was my boyfriend, I'd treat him way better than that.  I wish he would give me a chance.

If I Have A Car

Wow!  I haven't written in such a long time!  Whoops!  Well now what do I write?  It's been like, 3 weeks!  Okay I'll just write what's going on now and backtrack if I think of anything important.

Ok, so, we are thinking of moving!  Into TOWN!  We just looked at a house today.  Well, actually we looked at 2 diff ones but the second one we looked at (on 5th street) was the best.  I liked it a lot, so did Brennan, and Mom really did too, so I think she's considering it!  I hope and pray that we can move soon!! PLEASE GOD!  

Hmm, I went to the mall with Julia on Monday and we got a notebook, so now I have a notebook with Allie, Madison and Julia!  

We had a basketball game on the 13th, we did the newest routine and we did so horrible, because we weren't ready, we didn't have enough time to learn it.  Well, we know it good now and we're going to do it for the next game - our LAST GAME!!  - on the 27th, which is Tuesday.  Can you believe this, I can't believe this, Poms is almost over!  And then I have about 2 months to decide whether I want to be in Poms next year or not.  I do want to be, but if I have a car, I'm going to need a job, and it's hard to be in Poms and have a job.  So, I'll be thinking lots!

We got professional pictures for Poms taken on the 7th.  The group picture pose is really cute.  Me and Allie and Julia made it up, it's cool.  I'm so excited for the yearbooks, I can't wait to see the Poms page!   There's going to be quotes of ours on there, it will be SO funny!  Well I guess that just about wraps it up =)

Tid Bit

Guess who initiated the conversation with me tonight on MSN?  Yep, Myles.  We haven't spoken in quite a while, I was really surprised.  We talked for a long time too, it was cool, so things are good.  Just wanted to write that little tid bit!

God! Why

Winterfest was yesterday.  It was pretty fun.  One thing that sucked was that Myles kept coming over with our group.  And even worse, he looked so good.  God!  Why does my life have to suck.  Oh, we did really good at the pep-assembly, and the dance team did pretty bad!  So, that's good!  I'm going over to Alexa's today, we're gonna watch movies with our boyfriends.  Ben & Jerry.  Mmm!  Well I could write more about Winterfest, but, I'm really not in the mood.  Maybe later.

Moral of the Story

Boy I had a crazy weekend.  Went to Julia's house on Saturday to get ready for the dance.  Madison and Allie were there too.  The dance was at the Mall at 9.  We drank before we left (not Madison, she drove) so we were pretty buzzed when we got there.  The dance was pretty fun.  I had the 2 small bottles in my purse and we wanted to get rid of them so we threw them in the trash (under the bag) in the bathroom.  Then at about 11:30 we decided we wanted them so we went back into the bathroom and when nobody was in there, we found them and put em back in my purse.  We were bored of dancing by then, and were too scared to stay since we now had the bottles, so we decided to leave, and just go driving around.  

Allie said a lot of guys usually hang out by the park so we decided to drive by and check it out.  We drove in there and no one was there, just one lonely car sitting with it's lights off.  We turned around and were leaving and that car turned on and sped up to go behind us.  We realized, it was a cop car.  We just drove, turned onto the main road and then turned down another road and saw that the cop was following us!  We FREAKED, knowing that if he stopped us he may search if he wants to, or give us some kind of alcohol tests so we were scared.

Then he went straight when we turned, figuring he could outsmart us by catching us on the other side, so Madison did a fricken u-turn and went the other way.  That was the last we saw of him.  But still, now that we just had the crap scared out of us, we HAD to get rid of everything that was evidence.  I opened the door and chucked those suckers out onto some innocent person's snowbank and we kept going.

A few other small things happened, like we almost hit a dog, and Julia peed her pants, but I won't go into detail.  The moral of the story:  Don't go to the park late at night.  (haha, thought the moral was gonna be don't drink, didn't ya?!)  That was the fun night.

A New Hottie

Child Care and Government are my new classes.  I have Child Care with Claire and Allie, it was fun yesterday.  Government is my new 6th hour (no more Elijah, damn).  I have it with Cammie, so that's good.  Oh guess who else is in that class...Blake.  Yah.  And also a new hottie to replace Elijah.  Connor M.  Activity Night is this Friday, it's gonna be really fun!

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Couldn't go to Activity Night, but slept over @ Joelle's on Saturday.  Watched Center Stage, then The Exorcist.  Played a few harmless pranks on the sleeping girls... everyone but me, Julia and Sadie fell asleep. Went to bed @ 8:00am and woke up @ 9:00am!  One hour of sleep!

Today was the b-ball game...we did the competition routine, did an excellent job.  Only 10 girls left on the team.  Sadie wasn't here today, so only 9 performed!  Gotta go to bed, it's way late!

Compliments From Cheerleaders

Exams actually went pretty good, besides for Chemistry.  I did bad on my Chem one, I just know it.  I got 101% on my English final!!  Today we also had a game.  We did really good this time, better than last time, and we did good last time.  We improve so much EVERY time!  We even got compliments from cheerleaders from the other team!  Our new routine is coming along really well.  It's looking really cool so far.  We've taught them about half of it.  I'm going to Jessalyn's house at 3:30 tomorrow for Allie and Sadie's surprise birthday party.  It will be so fun, I can't wait.

Frickin Hard

Finals are next week!  This year is going by so FAST!  It's so cool because right now I have Allie in my first hour and Claire in my second hour, and next semester when classes change, I have a 2 hour block 1st and 2nd hour with both Allie and Claire!  How weird is that!  And my 6th hour changes to Government...dang no more Elijah!  Hehe!  I think Cammie is in my class, but I can't remember.  That would be cool.  

I'm not getting that good of grades...A, B, C, C, B...they are average, moderate, acceptable, but NOT good enough!  That will only make me $100!  That is the lowest I have ever got.  I usually get a couple hundred.  School is really frickin hard this year!!  I don't like it at all!

Bad Crappy Shitty

Bad crappy shitty news that makes no sense at all: Myles has a girlfriend!  How mean and dumb and retarted!  I am so mad at him, geez.  Freshman are dumb!  All freshman are dumb, it took me awhile to actually realize that.  

Well, my party, it was okay.  Some parts were fun, some dragged and that stunk.  I wish Mom and her boyfriend would have left!!!  They were supposed to, THEN it would have been more fun.  Allie and Claire and Jess and Blake spent the night.  We were all in the computer room listening to music, then we were playing Spoons.  When we got bored of that we just got blankets out and were just sittin on the floor talking and soon we all just fell asleep on the floor!  My luck, Blake was right next to ME!  Allie left at about 11, Claire and Jess and Blake and me just kept sleeping after she left and then at about 1 we got up (besides Jess) and Claire left at about quarter to 2.  Jess & Blake left at 4, and from 5 till 5:15 I cleaned the basement.  It's all clean!