I Was Like - Why Are We Going to Church

Hey, it's the LAST day of Spring Break.  :(  We're in the car right now.  We're in Southborough, we came down here to go summer shopping.  I got 6 tanktops, 3 pairs of shorts, and 3 pairs of shoes.  2 of the pairs of shoes are from American Eagle and I love them!  I also got a pair of shorts from there.  I tried on a bathing suit there and it was really cute (+ reversible!) but it was a little too expensive.  Oh well, there's one (not as good) in the JC Pennys that I like, back home.  Oh yeah I also got some stuff for practice :) cause I AM gonna try out for Poms again!  I'm excited for it to start back up.  I wonder how big the team will be this time, and I wonder who will be on it.  We found a CD in the hotel, it is a burned CD so we didn't know what songs are on it.  Well I took it (why not) and popped it in my CD player when we got in the car.  It's Disco music!!  It's funny.  And we got a free CD from American Eagle for spending over $75.  It's weird but cool, it's like some kind of techno/dance stuff.  

So, um...what did I do this week?  Monday and Tuesday I went to Lakeside with Chloe and her mom.  We were gonna get pierced, but I spent my money on clothes instead.  We saw Audra there, and Cammie and Kelly.  When we were in American Eagle we saw some guy staring at us.  It was Rowan, Allan and Paul (from school).  Also I saw Jesse and some kid when I was at our mall, I saw him and he said that he saw me there and started talkin to me and stuff.  Wednesday I went to Allie's and we went bowling with Trey and Dave.  It was really fun.  We just hung out with them all day.  We went to Arbys and the mall and K-Mart then we went back to Allie's house.  Trey and Doug went home and Audra came and picked me and Allie up to go to Claire's house.  Justin was there, Claire said they've been together like all week, so maybe that means I have a chance with Patrick.  Maybe.  Oh, Cammie and Ben are going out now.  And Myles and Lori are going out too.  I say good for them cause I'm done with Freshman.  Right!

So on Thursday, Julia came over and she spent the night.  We called Joey just cause we were bored, and we talked to him for awhile, then him and Josh started fighting for the phone and Josh won I guess cause then we talked to Josh for a while.  Then Corey called and we talked to him for three hours!  The next day, Joey called me.  I was like, "What why is he calling me?" but we talked for a while till I had to go.  It's kind of weird talking to him, cause I haven't in a long time.  Like it's also weird cause it doesn't even seem like we went out, know what I mean.  He's sort of a nice guy I guess.  He'd be ten time better if he didn't lie about everything.  He makes up stories just to have something to say.  That's annoying, and I can usually tell when he's doing it so I just ignore it pretty much.  I'd hang out with him though.

Know who was fun to hang out with was Trey and Dave.  That was cool.  Me and Allie were just goofing around acting like our normal selves and the boys would just start laughing.

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Hey we just went to a place where they serve a 7 course meal!  Woah!  It was really good, but it was A LOT of food!  It was a lot of fun.  We went to church this morning.  I didn't want to go.  I was like - why are we going to church.  But it was so cool!  I would go there every Sunday if we had one in our town.  I'm serious, it's the coolest church it doesn't even compare to any regular church.  It's hard to even describe the experience, but that's okay because I know I'll remember it.  **Editors Note: I don't, really.**  I learned from it too, I think it really changed my way of thinking; to some extent at least.  I'm not going to think negative thoughts about myself anymore, or think that my life is bad and crappy anymore.  Because if I change my attitude about my life it will change my life.  It's true.  This brings me back to when I was talking about Brennan's band concert and how I just have to give things a chance.  I think I've learned my lesson by now.

We went to the Burlington Coat Factory and I got some more clothes.  I got 2 more shorts, 5 more tank tops, and a bathing suit.  Oh and a pair of jeans cause all of mine are getting too small.  Now we are just driving home.  No more stopping.  It's 6:30 so we'll probably get home at like 9:30.  I'll have to unpack, take a shower, and then do my Chemistry homework!  Oh no!!  I knew I should have done it over the week, but I didn't really even have that much time.  Oh well, I'll just be up a little late.  Oh yeah, last night was the time switch thing, Daylight Savings Time.  So we went an hour ahead.  Damn that sucks that means lose an hour.  Ok my hand is gettin tired, I'm gonna sleep for awhile...

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Hey!  I slept the whole way home!  And I didn't have time to write last night.  I'm just getting ready for school right now.  I'm going to keep a positive attitude and stuff today, and see how good I can make my day.  Even if it sucks cause I have tons of crap work to do.  I can make today fun!  I will....

Still Sick

Dang I hate it when I forget to write for a long time cause then I forget what happened.  Well I did stay home from school on Monday.  Tuesday after school I went to Chloe's house and guess what - she got a new car!  It's awesome, it's a '99 Grand Prix and it's Purple.  I'm so jealous!  Lucky Chloe!  Then I stayed home on Thursday cause I was still sick, and was just feeling worse.  I'm still sick so now I've been sick for over a week and don't seem to be getting any better!  Grr!  

Yesterday after school I had so much fun.  Me and Allie and Cammie drove around from after school until 11:30pm.  We had a blast!  We went to the grocery store and got some donuts (oops we got 3 but only paid for 2, haha).  We went to the skate park and we saw Myles and his friends.  We went to the other grocery store to see Chloe and we bought 4 bucks worth of food.  4 Faygos, 4 little bags of snacks.  Well then we went to the office (Cammie's work) cause she has the keys and no one is there.  So we had the place to ourselves, we ate and danced around cause Allie brought her CD's.  Whoops, before we bought food, we went to the Mall, and tried on dresses at Maurices.  There are some really pretty ones there right now!  Well after the office we went back to Cammie's house and went on MSN for a little while.  Myles was on, and they wanted to go pick him up, so we did.  We drove around with him for about an hour and then we stopped at Chloe's house.  Once we got there we realized it was 11:00 and Cammie had to be home at 11:30, but she still had to drop off Allie, Myles and me.  So we left and dropped off Allie, then me.  That was a very long day.  I was so tired that I just went to bed and woke up at like 11 this morning.  

I'm babysitting Kendall tonight in like 20 minutes or so.  Yay...(hey at least I'm getting paid $$!)

P.S. YAY IT'S SPRING BREAK!!!

I Have No Voice

Geez, I am so sick! :(  I think I might stay home from school today.  I just went in my bed to lay down for a second last night, I don't remember what time it was but it was still really early like 6 or 7, and I fell asleep and just woke up now!  It's 1:06am.  I can not talk at all!  I have no voice - so even if I do go to school, I won't be able to talk!  Plus, since I fell asleep, I didn't get to take the shower I was supposed to take so I could do my hair.  Now, it's up in a bun and looks like shit and I don't think there's any way to fix it to make it good enough for school.  Well, I'll go back to sleep, and when I wake up we'll see how I feel.

Will Make That Shot

**Editors Note: The following entry is an anomaly that I called "the no sleep/writing thing" in which I was so compltely sleep deprived but still tried to write, so I would actually start dreaming but still keep writing.  Not only did I write in a journal more than once this way, but I did homework once this way too and turned it in.  Nothing I'm writing really makes sense although I'm trying hard to describe my weekend, and it also incorporates random bits of dreaming.  It's awesome!!**

This weekend was so much fun!  Friday was Activity Night and it was pretty cool.  They played a lot of good music and they played songs that we request.  They had these big screens up that show the music video.  I had to wake up at an early time on Saturday, to work     with them.  It was for an Auction.  Actually it's pretty easy money.  Then Jessalyn picked me up and me, her and Allie will make that shot. and we went be to a few stores to get some food for tonight the party.  We got cups and pop and candy and donuts.  When Audra and Claire came they brought some pizza and pretzels and pop.  So for a while it was just me, Allie and Jessalyn and then Ben and Cammie came, and then Felix.  Then later after a while, Audra and Claire are coming came over.  That's all the people there till 11:30, then Ben and Cammie left.  Then like at midnight the party came.  Me and Audra had the most fun though cause were were all over laughhing the most.  We were playing around with the camcorder too.  Tons of stuff happened but It just doesn't seem too safe.  Not too secure ya know - so - no one can get near it.  Maybe I'll write it all in another note and give it to you so let's take so no one can read it.  Know what I mean?  Man I am so freeking tired i am like falling alseep even sitting up.  Oh, well since I'm not writing every single deal about that night so maybe I'll write it some where else, like a note. Hey but I'm gonna wear one though.  Remember why me and Allie and Sisters?  Yikes :P 

P.S. Ahh!  I'm so tired!

Gonna Surprise Everyone

On Saturday I went to the movies with Allie, Julia, Corey, Myles, Chris, Nate, Nathan, Jon and Kristin.  We saw Down to Earth.  Me and Allie and Julia and Corey all had to cram into his little truck.  :S  Haha.  I spent the night at Alaina's house because the next morning we went shopping at a mall that's like 2 hrs away.  I got a leather coat, and some ostrich socks for Allie.  Me and Chloe are planning an awesome spring break.  We're gonna get our belly buttons pierced!  And we're gonna surprise everyone with it.  Haha :D

Pretty Soon, We Kissed

Hey I just got back from Chloe's house!  We rented some stupid movie but stopped it like in the middle and put in The Shining cause that movie is pretty cool.  So, me and Myles were on Chloe's bed, and Noah and Chloe were in the chair.  Pretty soon, we kissed :)  And "just to tease them" we rolled off onto the floor where they couldn't really see us.  And actually we kissed a lot down there too.  Quote a lot, and sometimes for a long time.  We left her house at "around" quarter to one I think.  So, I was already late.  I was supposed to be home at 12.  Well, Noah was trying to hurry, and when he passed a car, he hit 67 and out from nowhere came a cop.  We got pulled over for 67 in a 55, and well, getting pulled over isn't too speedy.  I got home and Mom was waiting for me.  It was 1:30, so she was pretty mad.  But hey at least she didn't "yell" or "ground" me.  So Julia is supposed to call me at noon to see about doing something with Corey.

Something Good

Snow Day today!  I guess I have time to write about all that's been going on but I've already talked about it and explained it so much that I really don't feel like writing it all out.  Well something good - people are telling me that Myles likes me.  I guess I'll find that out this weekend.