Help! What can I do???

Dear Future,

I've decided to write to you again, despite my regular journals.  Even though it's not quite 2000 yet, I read the other letter I wrote to the year 2000 when I was in 8th grade.  I didn't write too much.  I should update a little since that letter.  I'm taller, but not tall.  I'm 5'4.  That's pretty good.  I weigh 94 pounds.  My body fat percentage is 17%.  That's one percent under normal for my age.  I still haven't had my first kiss.  No boyfriends, just friends.  In 5 years, it will be 2004, in 5 years, I will be 20!  Wow!  I can't imagine being that old!  So, now, time to talk to you.  How does it feel to be outta High School?  How was graduation?  Am I going to Villanova?  I hope so!  Dad said it's a good college.  If not, what college amd I in?  What am I studying to be?  I don't know what I want to be yet.  I still kind of want to be a writer, but I don't think I can write good stories or poems.  I want to be a fashion designer, but I never have enough good ideas.  I want to be a choreographer but I'm bad at remembering what I did after I made it up.  I want to be a cartoonist or some kind of drawer, but I never have any idea of what to draw.  I want to be a doctor or lawyer but that's only cause they make a lot of money.  Help!  What can I do???  Well, I'll write later.  Goodnight, future!

<3 Me in 1999