Held Hands During The Movie

I haven't written in a while.  I've been pretty busy.  I will have to backtrack.  Christmas was good.  Got some clothes, winter coat, a camera, watch, disco light thing (good for the party!) and other stuff I think, I don't remember.  Well on the 27th, I went to Alexa's house and we went shopping and got some stuff for the party.  Then I went to the library for a little while till Madison was done working.  Then we went to her Aunt & Uncle's house to babysit her 2 cousins.  I left at about 9, Chloe and Noah and Myles picked me up, we went to the movies.

Allie told me that Myles told her that he was going to ask me out, but he didn't.  We (after Noah made me practically) held hands during the movie, but that's it.  Then after the movie we drove around for a little while and then they dropped me back off.  At about 1:00, Madison's Aunt and Uncle came home and we went to her house.  I spent the night there.  We stayed up till about 5:00 just laughing and talking.  Then we woke up at 11, and once we got all ready we went shopping.  

Then, that night I spent the night at Jess's.  Last night I was on the Internet for 6 hours trying to talk Blake out of killing himself.  I did it I think, and I think some of the smartest most mature and useful things I've ever said, I said to him.

Today I have just been getting ready for the PARTY tomorrow.  I'm excited!  I hope everything goes well, even though Myles told me yesterday that he just wants to be friends for right now.  Ben said I shouldn't give up, Myles may change his mind.  I hope Ben is right!