Dumb, Boring, and a Waste of Time

Yesterday I noticed something, about myself, that is.  It's that I really pre-judge things and don't really give them a chance.  For instance, Mom made me go to Brennan's band concert yesterday, and I really didn't want to go because you know, it's band.  I figure it's going to be dumb, boring, and a waste of time.  But actually, I liked it, because he did such a good job and I was proud.  The songs they played were actually cool.  And they did such a good job that they got all "1's"!  So I am glad I went.  See, so how would I know how good he is without giving it a chance.  I also had no idea that band is such a big deal.  I was shocked by how serious the whole scoring deal and everything is.  Sort of like a competition but they don't place or go against each other, they just try to get a perfect score.  It was so cute to see all those little 7th graders so nervous then anxious and excited.

Today I went over to Alexa's house and we watched "Office Space" and "Bring It On" and both of those movies were good.  

We had to wake up early and clean the whole house and be gone by 10am cause people were coming to look at the house.

Allie went over to Myles' house today!  :O  :(  What's up with that.  It's cause he's teaching her to play guitar but I'm so fuckin jealous.  I would do anything to be her, I mean jeez, I like him still.  I still like Myles.  She went to his house.  She's my best friend, and not just that but she's very pretty and too flirty with any guy even just "friends" like Myles.  When we are walking around in the morning and we see him, usually I'll smile and say hey or something and he usually says "hi!" (that's more like between classes, when we're both walking alone) but when me and Allie see him she's like "Hiii Myles!!" and what can I do to top that, so to avoid it I can't say anything.  Why does she do that to me?  She does that to Madison too, with Justin.  I'm just scared because the last thing I want to happen is for Myles to start liking Allie.  I'd just kill myself then.  And I don't even know if he's still going out with Haley or not, because he never talks about her to me, ever.  It's probably awkward for him or something.  I kind of want him to talk about her once in a while just because I'm curious as to how things are between them.  When he goes up to walk with her after 3rd hour, she's walking with a friend and she just keeps talking to her friend and ignores him and he follows behind her.  I don't really get that.  If he was my boyfriend, I'd treat him way better than that.  I wish he would give me a chance.