Doing Stuff

Ah!  I don't know what to do, or think or anything.  Last night, someone said that Taylor has a girlfriend and that made me kinda mad because he never told me and he always acts like he likes me.  Towards the end of the party me and Myles went into Chloe's room and were just sittin on the bed (just makin them think we were doing stuff) (but we weren't).  Then he said we should go in the closet and when they spy on us again they'll really get their imaginations carried away.  So he went in and I went over and turned off the light and was findin my way to the closet.  I got kind of in but then he just pulled me in right up close to him and he had his arms around me.  We just sat down like that and then Noah and Chloe burst in and turned on the light (like we knew they would) and were like "woah!  Lets join!" but they didn't.  Instead they shut the lights back off and closed the door!  Everyone in the living room is all wondering what's going on.  And poor Taylor is in there, extremely jealous (because it turns out he does not have a girlfriend!).  Anyway, back to today.

I got online today and I was talking to Taylor and I was trying to convince him that me and Myles didn't do anything.  We were talking about all sorts of stuff, and it was actually a really good conversation.  Then we said we agreed to not do stuff with other people, only with each other.  And he's like "so it's kind of like we're going out, only not" and so we kind of are in a way, like to each other.  But the whole problem is that I like Myles!  But I like Taylor!  I cannot have both!  And I just basically committed myself to Taylor even though I kinda have a thing for Myles also.  I know the right thing to do, I just hope I can follow through with it!

**Editors Note: OMG Why.  Teenage drama is so strange!  Right??  Oh and when I say doing stuff I basically mean making out and that is it.  I was innocent.**