I'm Like "What The Hell?!"

Geeeez!!  I'm so freekin confused right now!  I just got offline with Ben and Myles and Taylor.  First I was talking to Taylor, then he had to get off.  I was talkin to Ben a little bit, then Myles came on.  Myles knew about what me and Taylor talked about and he told me that Taylor DOES have a girlfriend!!  And I'm like "what the hell?!" because he just got finished telling me that they broke up a few days ago.  And Ben told me not to get too attached to Taylor cause he goes out with girls and dumps em in a few days.  That is not the kind of guy I want, and I really don't want a guy that lies to me.  And I am just so confused because everything is happening so fast and I'm so busy trying to get all the facts straight that I'm not even truly thinking about my feelings in the whole situation.  

I don't know how I feel about anything right now.  I mean, I don't know if Taylor is lying about all or just some things.  I don't know if he meant anything he said.  All I know is that this is all making me look very bad even though it is not my fault.  It makes me look bad because I just got finished "forgiving" or "making up" with Taylor and he's saying how much he likes me and everything and I fall for it and say I like him too.  I tell him that I don't like Myles (lie, but I figure it will fade if me and Taylor actually have something) and I say that I won't do anything with Myles (yet he also says he won't do stuff with other girls).  Then I find out from Myles that Taylor has a girlfriend named Amber, and Ben tells me that Taylor is telling people I'm his girlfriend (?!).  So at this point I'm mad.  

I'm talkin to Myles for a while and realize that if Taylor really does have a g/f then everything he said was a lie, so I tell Myles that I like him.  But at the beginning when I first got online, Ben asked me if I liked Myles and I had to say no because I had just got done telling Taylor that I didn't.  But now, I know all this stuff and I'm not liking Taylor too much at the moment but he does not know this!   He still thinks everything is all good between us but it obviously isn't.  So, now that I just spent 20 freekin minutes sorting this out, do you think I know what to do or how to feel yet?  Nope.  Guess I'll have to sleep on it!

**Editors Note: Are you dizzy yet?  Did you catch any of that?**